All good things come to an end right?
What are you supposed to write in your last blog post. As I have never written a blog before, I am not exactly sure how to end this splatter of my life that I have spilled upon the internet for whoever out there may or may not be reading. I guess I could talk about how I have changed for the better, or what new and bright prospects exist in my life. I could talk about every place I have gone and list off what it was that I took away from each of those experiences. I could talk about all of the friends that I have made while abroad and recount how much each and everyone of them mean to me. I could be really artistic and try to write a page long metaphor about how I am like a leaf just blowing in the wind (I know I actually thought about that...how desperate). I could even go so far as to leave a picture diary of the most meaningful events and images that have affected my life while I was here.
The fact of the matter is that in about 40 hours, I am going to the airport to meet my parents and pick them up in Barcelona. For three days I will show them around my home, then we will fly to Sevilla and that will be the last I see of this city that has taught me so much about myself. I just got out of my final exam for my European Integration and Economic and International Law class. On the last part of the final, a question was asked in which the teacher wrote, "Your personal opinion is what is most important." I think it is very well known by pretty much every student in the United States that this is the last thing that you would see on an Economics or Political Science exam. In my other class, the teacher had me ask myself my own question on the final exam and answer it as I saw fit, making sure that I include my personal opinion.
More than anything, Barcelona has taught me that-No matter how much I can learn through an education, none of it means anything if I do not comprehend it and spice it up with a little bit of Dan Driver. Coming back to the United States is definitely going to be what my program´s pamphlet describes as a "culture shock." I am not sure if I am ready to integrate myself back into the "system" where getting a job and attaining success are the most important things that I can do. Its ok to take some time to think about what we want to do with our lives. We are young and no matter what any authority figure may tell us about planning our future out and getting started young, it is okay to float around for a while. Don´t get too excited or anything-I am not gonna start a hippy movement and disappear off the face of the Earth. I am just not in a rush to prove myself to anyone anymore.
Studying abroad changes people. I know that before I left in my typical sarcastic manner I joked with my friends about how I definitely was going to do my best not to come back and embellish the already existing stereotype by saying that but unfortunately its true-i do feel that i have changed for the better. And yes, I hope that everyone who has read my blog considers going abroad again. I am not only talking to the students when I write that. Noone is too old to experience a piece of culture that they have not yet seen. DO IT!
To my friends in Barcelona- Thanks for all that we have shared
To my friends at home- Thanks for being there when I needed you
To my family at home- Thanks for allowing me this amazing opportunity
España es de puta madre. ¡Valle!

